In about 1962, I was admitted to hospital with madness caused by a psychological assault.. I married one of the Occupational Therapists, whom I found very attractive and set to to re-take my A-levels.
I did not re-take them but passed with honours a special degree in Physics and went on to a PhD. This was a measurement of the velocity of light and a verification of the special theory of relativity.
I then found work as a Theoretical Physicist making mathematical models of elementary particles, the development of which became string theory. This theory is mentioned elsewhere in this web site.
I was under treatment for the whole of this time by the psychiatrists at the hospital.
I understand I was leucotomised four times, each time I became an unconscious idiot then three times recovered. On the last occasion I was permanently damaged and never returned to mathematics.
I do not understand the reason for these attacks, I suspect it was about my heresy that there is life on Mars. I did not realise then that it was offensive to anyone to hold this opinion.
However a whole lot of untrue charges were brought against me, none of which stuck. Before the last attack at this time I served as a National Service Conscript.
These attacks continue and I fear another brain operation. It is still regarding the possibility of life on Mars but because the Christians cannot prosecute me for this directly they are trying to find another reason.
I have been asked on numerous occasions to "join us". However I do not understand who "us" is or how to join. It appears to be to do with working till 6pm, but I don't see that this has anything to do with "joining us".
I have no particular objection to working till 6pm except that my body clock tells me to eat at 5 and my experience of working these hours has brought no financial benefit and has normally resulted in a smaller wage packet because of extra tax. At my last place of work, the factory bus left at six, so I could not catch it and the following one was at 7, there was no advantage catching the public bus. Leaving at 7 meant arriving at the local station at about 7:40, then the next train was at 8pm. This connected after a 15 minute journey to my local train at 9, getting me home at about 9:20. This was impractical and I could not do it as my dinner had spoiled and the person I lived with was very upset. The firm did not want us to use our cars, so this was the sticking point.
At three places (as above) I was paid a "pay check" which I found could not be cashed or paid into the bank, even though it was for a substantial sum (perhaps that is why!). On one job I was paid for six months in this way and consequently received no money at all.
Life has treated me very badly but it is "the way the cookie crumbles". Say la Vie! Now my girl friend has been taken! And this has not been the only occasion, after loosing my wife to the priests, other men and psychiatrists.
Chris.
02/01/2010