Hello,

I went to hospital one day for a tooth extraction and they asked me about my proton structure theory.

I explained that all matter was made from light (high energy photons in the gamma energy band) I explained how the photons because of their high energy bend the space around themselves as in the general theory of relativity (gravity) so that they did not propagate, thus making a stable object. The law I worked out meant that the photon trapped by its own energy density so formed nodes as in the Schrödinger equation thus making the proton appear to have structure with hard lumps inside (quarks) they are in reality just nodes in this frozen wave such that it fits inside somehow as in an
interference pattern. I made up an equation somehow based on the probation of light and the gravity equation of the general theory of relativity. The various constants gravity, e m c and h all got involved.

I then said that collisions between these particles caused the waves they were made up of to recombine in different ways to form an interference pattern and this is what high energy research was getting.

Some collisions between a photon and a proton causes a decomposition of the proton so that a phase shift occurs causing the proton to disappear in one place and re-appear elsewhere without touching space between. This is quantum teleportation.

The doctor then said I was mad and cut out my brain instead.

Some time ago, when I was ten, I had some ideas that the priest disagreed with so they turned my handsome beautiful face into a nasty scarred face. I don't really know the psychotic logic behind their attack, they never told me what it was, but I was a childhood actor so money came into it, a broken marriage, lies, the story of the midwich cuckoos (I was one) and other things in no way connected with me. It was just a series of very nasty attacks by people calling themselves Christians. Well children are rather different and I just don't know what to make of it. I think I said something that meant little to me but significant to others, but I really don't know what it was. It might have been caused by my habit of making things appear in my hand when I needed them or if I wanted to put something down I just left it hanging in the air. Well being ET is like that. And when I revealed my message they really went to down and cut me down.

Well ET do exist and we want to be friends so you can join our civilisation. I hope you just don't turn round and kill me. Basically I'm as frail as you.

Chris.