Many years ago I met a very strange man who took on the role of a stand-in priest at our local free church. He not only framed me (unsuccessfully) for a number of local minor crimes by adolescents but also made me confused and ill with a kind of madness.
However he wanted nothing more than that I should believe the Christian religion, at the time before meeting him I was a convinced believer in all the teachings of the Church. I had started to doubt the divinity of Jesus and had suggested that he might be an alien.
I was subjected to extreme brainwashing and consequently rejected most of the teachings.
He trained me to say ("repeat after me" and reinforcement) that I was an alien in order to make me look ridiculous.
On one occasion he used a safety razor to scar my face, something which I will never get over. He also used a razor to cut into may face with small cuts at sites he was reading from a textbook this was in order to cut some of the involuntary facial innervations so paralysing my face in a particular was to give me a set fairly unpleasant expression. I can move voluntarily.
A problem I have inherited causes it difficult for my to close my mouth, as a result I appear to have a scowl. These other attacks have only made things worse.
On another series of occasions he sat to one side and shouted every time my eyes fixed on an object, the result, within a few sessions, was that my eyes oscillated from side to side and I did not fix on anything. My friends became concerned that I had headaches. He said that although I had become stupid I was "normal". Later, in hospital, the brain operation I had stopped these oscillations.
I remember I had a "proof" that God could not exist, I cannot remember the reasoning but it was probably invalid.
He so confused me as to say that black was white and "prove" it!!!!
On another occasion he tricked me into going into the empty space under the wooden pulpit-bridge where he hit me on the head with a club and lowered the trap door to seal me in there. I was rescued a few days later when I banged on the wooden walls of my prison during a church service (in which this pulpit-bridge existed).
I have discovered that when the basilica he worked in burned down several bodies were found in this cavity revealing the crimes committed their (by the priest)
At another time he wanted to enter into a homosexual relation with me, I rejected his advances as I am not one and found this behaviour very unpleasant indeed. This was at a time when homosexuality was illegal.
On another occasion he pushed a fine needle through the cornea of my right eye, through the lens and scratched the retina. He cut the needle off at the surface of the cornea and left it there. A short time later I had to attend hospital where a large magnet was used to remove the needle.
I understand he arranged for another boy to attack me and pull my eye out of its socket, another hospital session years later when function had returned to my eye, the hospital repaired the muscle tear. I do not blame this other person in any way and was not himself at the time. He had fallen under the influence of this evil "priest".
He used operant conditioning to train me to confess to crimes. These crimes I confessed to were imaginary but he tried to link me with crimes in the vicinity. I was totally innocent. He used training to interfere with my thoughts by shouting at me as I tried to "think". As a consequence I heard him shout "no" in my mind every time I had a "thought".
Psychiatry is a false science that gives spurious, false and misleading results. He used psychiatry to make me ill. Every time I tried to read I heard him reading to me, Uurgh! Every time I tried to solve a problem involving any thought I heard him (in my mind) shout at me. UUrgh!
Psychiatry is a false science that gives misleading and spurious results, it is self fulfilling. The diagnostic methods produce the disease and the treatment prolongs the illness. Sack them!
He was strange because I saw a picture of him taken 60 years before when he looked the same as he did at the time I knew him. In this photo he stood near my Grandma who was a young woman.
He must have been over 90 but looked only 40. I strongly suspect he has lived through more than one generations of Men.
He said the Earth people were not ready for interstellar contact yet, and wanted us to believe religion in order to prevent our progress.
I have a deep rooted feeling that we are about to return to a pre-scientific age where only religion and essential skills are taught to our young and all the knowledge of the last 200 years, acquired by the scientific method will be lost.
Our chance to contact other worlds will be lost. And our space travel capacity with it. Our world will return to the 17th and 18th century without modern technology.
I had the distinct impression that an alien race is keeping us under control using religion and this has been going on for at least 8000 years. Jesus may have come from a different tribe who wanted to make us aware of the civilisation all around us.
I have an even stranger recollection of this "Man" changing, suddenly, into a huge, man sized, shiny black beetle with two hind limbs two main arms and about four pairs of little limbs in between, there was a reddish area near the centre that may have been a sex organ. His head had small black beady eyes each side and a long black snout. It said "that's who I am, no-one will believe you".
It seems that this race of aliens is controlling the human race through inventing religion. My guess is that he came from Mars as Martians might have an interest in preventing humans even suspecting their existence as human discovery of Martians would take away their power and could be a threat to their existence.
However modern exploration of Mars has produced no sign of them. Whatever they are they are very secretive.
He could have been in his 60's, I suppose.
He caused me to become extremely confused and when I sought help from a real psychiatrist I was given terrible treatment of pills and brain surgery just to keep me quiet. In fact the pills did help and I've been on them for forty years, the surgery (allegedly to remove a tumour) caused a terrible deficiency I was almost unconscious for two years although I was awake and walking about. I had become disconnected from my body and then I had to re-learn vision, hearing and to recover the control of my limbs. It took a long time to learn to see TV and found the people were indeed people and that the noises I heard were words to be understood. I recovered more quickly than it took me to learn originally and within three years I was an undergraduate.
I have always been a believer in God and I have always thought that Jesus is "special".
Chris.
24/12/2011 17:21:00
See psychiatry.