The Sad, Sad Story of Maia

with a triumphant ending

I have heard the Maia discovered in a NASA photograph what seemed to be undisputable proof of life on Mars.  A little fern as I understand it.  I have not seen the photo.  She also was working on mechanical devices to sample the Martian surface.  The result of the publicity was a Christian attack.  I do not know how but for her things just got worse.  I understand she was eventually sentenced to have her frontal lobes cut off for the heresy of being rescued by a space alien. As far as I understand it she was caused to say this by a process not unlike the inquisition and now new charges have been pressed, just as strange. Any person who sees any evidence of life outside the Earth is liable to receive this punishment because the discovery of extraterrestrial biology would invalidate the Christian religion and imply that people are not immortal.  All Christians fear this beyond everything and those with no religion suffer the raw and terrifying fear of death all the time and all their lives.   This implies to Christians that such people are criminals and this justifies their destruction.  I feel that God made us immortal and the discovery of other biology makes no difference so we need not fear it.  I do feel that Maia was unjustly killed and I trust that with God's help her killers will be brought to justice.  A casualty along the path of human progress.

I understand, now that the technique used by her killers was, by verbal suggestion, to put into her mind delusions and strange ideas that sent her insane, she was hypnotised to believe she was on a flying saucer and taken to Mars by giant insects like a preying Mantis one of whom she slept with (!).  This delusional story was put into her head by verbal suggestion, an easy thing to do, by members of an organisation calling itself the Church (of Christ, the king).  This was then used as an excuse to destroy her frontal lobe by surgical cut with a long thin knife, that actually killed her but her body lived.

She was also made to confess to numerous other crimes that she did not commit and they falsely misidentified her as an American, she is in fact French and quite wealthy.

These methods have been used for centuries by this organisation calling itself the church of Jesus Christ  to remove people labelled as enemies.  The true reason for the assault was her assertion "I've found life on Mars and I'm going to prove it".  It was, for her, just a career  upgrade from her work as a mobile phone engineer to a astronaughtics (space) engineer working for ESA.  She is a clever person and such people are suggestible.  The breakdown she suffered is common among members of her profession because of the activities of the Christian activists who regard NASA and ESA as their enemies.

To the killers of Maia

Hi,

I know Jesus heals and He said we could heal in His name, but I think the faith healing acts in the Church have a high degree of play acting.  I find these acts highly distressing as it seems to me that people come to believe they are healed and then expose themselves to risk of further injury by moving painful limbs or removing support from injured parts. 

My scarred face has not healed, nor my angina gone and my mind still troubled.

I understand Maia offended Christian belief, but she caught her madness from my madness which returns from time to time and was the same, although I have not heard her say them.  I know that most of her confessions, which I have not heard, are false confessions, as I knew her very well – was there any forensic evidence?

Madness is catching, and another young woman, a white girl of about 25 from Africa, quite spontaneously said I was Jesus Christ.  I did not tell her this, similarly Maia thought I was God, again without me making any claims.  I do not know why and I know neither of these is true.  However in my mad ravings I do say these things.  This occurs when I take stimulants like coffee in quantity or get overtired.  I do not understand why this particular rave occurs but it started around the age of 17 and I have been trying to contain it since.  Another of my raves is regarding my identity as an alien.  This started very young and my be due to a priest by the name of "H" who trained me to say these mad things when I was about 15 is support of a faith healing act.  It was, I think, a personal attack because of my childish theories and because I called him a “perverted humbug”.  Not the best of things to say to a person of his skill. 

I can understand why people with deformities should be discouraged from breeding, but to make such people into criminals or regard them in this way is very cruel.  My deformed face was put on by a court order when I was about 9 in a Hospital by a doctor because I would not say "grace".  I do not believe I had ever heard of it at that time.

Another scar was a razor slash by a priest  when I was about 16.

I see there is a passage in the Old Testament which says that men with blemishes could not make offerings to the temple and that sacrificial animals should also be free of blemishes.  This has been extended to mean that people with blemishes have to be excluded from society altogether.

As far as I understand the New Testament is a replacement of the old and here Jesus tells us to accept people with defects, is there not a passage “do this to one of these and you do it to me?” and Jesus took the sick and lame, including therefore the deformed and supported them.  He is alleged to have cured some.

In fact the facial disfigurement was put on my face by a priest because I would not say grace.

You do not believe that a person with a blemish or mark could save the life of a young woman.  Because of your bigoted disbelief a young woman was murdered.  She is now slightly more than a pithed frog and trumped up charges were brought against her to justify this atrocity.

I was out on the common one day in December, walking near a lake, when I saw a mugging.  The mugger pushed a young woman into the frozen lake and ran off with her handbag.

I walked the short distance to where they had been standing, but could see nothing in the failing light, only a mark in the thin ice.

I took off my coat and walked down the steps into the water and waded towards the mark.  In a minute I broke some ice and felt clothing, she was under the ice.  Pulling her coat towards me and reaching for her face (bubbles round it) I pulled her too the surface where she took in some air with puckered lips.

I carried her to the shore and pushed her on to the bank.  I had to then walk to the steps.  Returning I pulled her further away from the water.  I attempted artificial respiration as I had been taught in first aid but found she was breathing.

In a few minutes we had both recovered enough to walk to the University where I worked and where she was a student.

Since we were both very wet I asked for the key to the first aid room where we stripped and put our clothes in front of the electric fire.

I got in the bed and said "come on".  We spent the night together and I did not rise until 10 am the following day.

Then we were friends.

Some time later, several years, while I was working in my office, she appeared in front of the window being chased by a young man.  He asked her to marry him, she said "no" then he launched into a frenzied attack with two knives.  I called security but saw the Maia was weakening, parrying the knife thrusts.  I got up and went to her aid. I held his arms and then another man got a hold on him.  I took one of his knives then went for the other, but he loosed himself and then launched into an attack on me.

I was wounded in the neck but I cannot remember what happened next, but later Maia said I killed him.  I was briefly arrested then released. I later received a citation for this act.  I have a memory of the young man's mother arriving and on examining her son said "there is no injury" and led him away by the ear.  I have recently been told by the police that the man who attacked me had been put in prison.  My line manager has said that I was the only casualty.

The fight aggravated my angina and Maia and I parted company.  She finished her BENG and went on to take a MSc in Advanced Manufacturing Systems.  She later landed a super job as an Production Engineer earning £7000 a month at Ericsson Mobile.

Quote:

"We, at Ericsson, were the first in the UK and in our industry to implement the Metris Computer Aided Verification system. With the benefit of training and support from Metris we are now obtaining excellent results and using the system effectively in our industrialisation projects."
---- Maia ****** co-responsible for the Computer Aided Verification project at Ericsson Mobile Communications (UK) Ltd. Ms. ******* holds a BEng (Hons) degree in Mechanical Engineering and a MSc degree in Advanced Manufacturing Systems.

She has also been mentioned in connection with the space program, a stitching machine to repair a hole in the heart (in adults) and some special devices used by astronaughts and by soldiers, and a robot arm with local intelligence to be part of a future mars probe

I have heard recently that in addition to inventing a computer that used multiprocessor arithmetic that solved finite element analysis problems that took 7 days on a PC in 4 minutes on hers, she founded an institute of thermonuclear research to study the use of thermonuclear fusion to generate electrical power for domestic use instead of using oil.

Her computer company was earning her a million pounds a month and sales of her reactor now that success had been achieved would have netted her billions.

Her psychiatrist thought "Thermonuclear" mean bomb so her institute was thought to be a bomb factory and evidence planted (actually by hypnotising her and getting her to order the stuff) so they falsely charged her with being a terrorist.

I believe they dismissed her reactor as a dream along with her computer and thought she would be better of as a cleaner at £80 a week and made a notable success of training what remains of her once brilliant brain to just about do the work.

I have handed our design of the reactor to the Culham laboratory but they will probably dismiss our unconventional design using unconventional physics as just amateur rubbish and bin it without much appraisal.

I understand that no scientific officer who has examined in understands it, I cannot see why, it is all based on measurement, observations and finite element calculations based around the biot-savart hypothesis.

Because of the psychiatrists ignorance and the idea that Maia's apparently sky high ambitions her please for mercy and her true statements to be a graduate engineer, her high income and the firms awards (I understand her computer  received in a queens award for industry) and a possible nobel prize for achieving the first controlled thermonuclear fusion reaction to yield useful power all of which were rejected as rubbish by the psychiatrists she finished up with two holes in the head and now she is just a mouth.  Its pretty sick.

I fact the design is a military secret and classified as too dangerous for commercial use.

I did not know that treating the sick meant killing them.  Murder is murder and those doctors should be brought to justice for all the crimes they have committed against the sick.

It was probably a priest who engineered her flying saucer sighting and meeting with aliens and trained her by suggestion and inappropriate touching to rave about her alien husband. 

The psychiatric nurse who interviewed her asked her what her job was, she said an Engineer.  The silly psychiatric killer decided she wanted to drive steam engines so ignorant was she in the world of work.  An Engineer is a person who has a degree and works out things like helical gears and designs the structure of bridges to get the stress and the materials they use. They also can design and direct machines and men to build engines and machines that all of use, like cars and aeroplanes.  She was very well qualified and I know she had gone mad with an irrational idea of my ability to get her out of her fix.  She went in to that hospital with stars in her eyes and has now been dead in her head for some years.  I disaster to Ericsson, the Space Engineering industry, and the search for life outside the Earth.

Her only crime was to discover evidence for life on Mars.  The church leaders response to this premature announcement was not a civilised one.  It is the church led by the dead pope St Boniface who declared the plurality of worlds a heresy and the death sentence on any who dare to suggest that it has been discovered that is the root of this atrocity. Her insanity was the result of the inquisition by a local Church.  She had gone there to lecture about her work on her project working at a local university, where she was a lecturer with her project a space exploration robot with artificial intelligence that enabled the rover to plan a course to avoid obstacles without needing programming being transmitted from Earth, she was also involved with the engineering design of a sample collecting robot arm which could learn from experience and behave adaptively. I believe the object of this space exploration mission was to bring a sample of the Martian soil back to test for biological activity.  The resulting cancellation has cost the space science industry 500 billion dollars and I hope the psychiatric thugs pick up the full cost.

The lunatics run the asylum now.

Maia is now performing in a circus act, she strips to order and performs tricks.  She has no mind of her own.  What a waste of what was a fine mind.  The westerners who did this are criminals and they are mad.

Footnote:

In 2002

I told a doctor of the things I recount above and he rejected my story as the fantasies of a sex maniac and I went for treatment for an enlarged prostate.  This enlargement is recent in 2002 and was not relevant to the events in question and I am now back to normal.

In 2004

Maia told people about these things and was arrested by a psychiatric officer and her story was not believed.  She was sentenced to be leucotmised, while conscious, for lying (as she was trying to get me an award). And the first I heard of it was during a church service when they played a video of her execution.

The church leader is a psychiatrist and filmed her response when she was told she was to be lecutomised. "Leucotomised!!  .... AAAAH" she let out a piercing scream.

 This was filmed and shown on TV.  I saw it at a church service.  The priests rejoiced that she had been so treated.

It was heart rending.  She was forced to give her name, address and job and then the reason for the execution.  The surgeon stated that for these lies she was to be leucotomised.  She pleaded piteously for mercy - her please were ignored and as the knife passed through her brain she let out a horrible scream.  Then she said two more things "Oh! Please don't you murder me" and "I love Chris".

She now has no mind and can only do simple reflexes, she mainly stares into space with a happy smile on her face.  It might be possible to get her to do cleaning and earn £80 a week. It is possible that she is conscious and may be able to hear and see a little bit but she cannot move or speak.  Her body controlled now only by the "habit" store and does do things, but she is not in control, her body has been cut off from her.  Her body will be trained to respond to commands and it is able to eat and dress.

Her life is in ruins now. 

I have spoken to the surgeon and told him that she told the truth but he said "I know what I'm doing", now I'm accused of colluding and am in danger myself.  I am in fear.  The psychiatrist will attempt to cover for his crime getting me will help him.

One of the psychiatric team who operated is a devout Christian and prayed all night before committing this atrocity.  In my conversation with him I mentioned the greenish areas of Mars. He warned me off saying they had anything to do with Chlorophyll, as "life on Mars" is one of the mad ideas that people get and that will get them certified insane.  I said that they would not be chlorophyll as there is no connection between Mars and Earth.  However as the discussion proceeded regarding Mars and Titan, he showed up to date knowledge on these subjects.  He knew water as a free liquid is unlikely on Mars or Titan because both places are below the triple point.  I thought that mineralised water might exist on Mars and that ammonia may take the place of water on Titan, where there is a lot of organic matter, and both will have water vapour present, all this he accepted - but life - no.  Maia believed in extraterrestrial life and also dreamed of travel to the planets.  I think that this was also a factor in the decision to leucotomise her.  Christians think that any discovery of life outside the Earth will invalidate their religion and some will stop at nothing to prevent its discovery.

There is something terribly wrong with psychiatry.

She had a lot of money when she was taken and has now been charged with shoplifting and even murder.  None of which is true.  I knew her for ten years as a nice friendly young woman with no complications who had never hurt anyone nor stolen anything.

I'm haunted by the look of terror before the operation where she was naked and held conscious to an operating table and the scream.

I believe there is more to this than meets the eye.  I think she may have been involved in the exploration of Mars by "life" seeking robots and was executed for this reason.

I have recently discovered that she was involved with a research group who were studying the frontal lobe of the brain, its structure and its function and the effect of injuries to this vital area of the brain.  No wonder she screamed when the idiot brain killers informed her of their "treatment".  She screamed and screamed, no matter how much she said she knew and her qualifications, her job, her income, they just kept on coming, ignored her, and cut her brain with a knife.  To the Christian Killers of Maia, May they burn in hell!

Just tell me it didn't happen....!

The latest news is the Maia has spent 3 months staring blankly.   From earning £7000 a month to social security of about £240 a month and not wanting it!

Maia spent her early life in the French Pyrenees where she was brought up on an old isolated farm. There was no telephone, no Internet, no television, water came from a stream and sewerage was a cess-pit. The did have piped water in the house as it was pumped from the stream by a wind operated pump and golden taps and fittings, Their lighting was by gas cylinder and cooking was on a range. Her father had a business making leather goods, some for horses (a hostler) and owed shops in Toulouse.

She was educated at a local school and get a very good grade in the Bacull Laureate.  She then went to a Swiss finishing school where she improved her English and German skills.

She attended the Sorbonne where she achieved an honours degree in Philosophie Natural, but then decided she wanted to read Astronaughtics (space flight) Engineering and came to Britain to study as she could not take this in France.  She graduated with honours in 1999 in Mechanical and Aeronaughtical, Astronaughtical and Production Engineering and went on to take an Msc degree in Advanced Manufacturing Systems and she graduated in 2000. 

She worked locally in an Airline booking office before finding work for Ericsson in Bristol.  I understand she was just taking up a post at our local University as a lecturer and PhD student.

I believe she designed a multiprocessor computer that solves finite element problems in about four minutes that took seven days on a PC.  She owned and managed a business selling this product that was making millions every month.

I do not know how she tangled with the psychiatrist in 2003 but after this terrible injury she is only likely to be able to work as a cleaner.  She does not recognise anyone, nor does she have any language or understanding.  The skills and knowledge that took 27 years to acquire have all been lost.  She is re-learning English and her letters.

The appalling atrocity carried out by a British psychiatrist it must be a mistake, but there is no going back, it has been carried out.

It is my opinion that this operation should only be carried out on the most terrible insane criminals and never used on such a minor case.  In any case she was not ill and the story she told was true and she is not a criminal.  I think the medics involved should be prosecuted and imprisoned.

I heard she designed the European airbus, we discussed it.

The events happened in South London recently. I understand the Maia had assets of over a million pounds at the time of her arrest.  The completely innocent lady was confused by the psychiatrist, who used hypnotism and she was so terrified that she made false confessions of shoplifting and murder.  They thought that because she was well dressed, had plenty of cash on her (about £6000) and out in the middle of the day and shopping, that she was a criminal.  In fact it was the University holiday, just after Christmas, where she had just taken up a lectureship and registered for a Doctor of Philosophy degree.  The University had paid her cash because she had not yet been added to the payroll and the money was her first months pay at the University.

I understand she is now employed recovering trolleys for a supermarket at a few pounds an hour but she has to be trained.  It's appalling!

She is talking normally but has no planning ability of foresight.  She no longer has the ability to plan mechanisms as a mechanical engineer.

The priest has said that she said that there was life on Mars and that was the reason for her operation. They used the rescuing story as an excuse to carry it out.  She has also been accused of shoplifting.

Apparently she was drugged at a GP's surgery and taken naked to the hospital with the label of Skirtzophrenia.  She wanted to go back to work and could not understand what had happened.  This incident is an example of an atrocity by a British medical worker. I fear for what happened to her young family in Bristol.  If she left her children in a house by themselves, she was only intending to be away a few hours, they will have died of starvation by now.  I hope her Husband will be able to find and look after them but I think the couple had separated.  It is a terrible situation.

"Life on Mars" has been a heresy for thousands of years, even before the coming of Jesus.  It has been "treated" is a similar fashion for all that time on the grounds that speculation like this is an illness as we should be concentrating on solving problems about survival and to make money.

We have lost a possibly "great" engineer.

I understand she lies unconscious now all the time in a permanent vedgetive state.  This is permanent.

I attended a church meeting a while ago now and they were discussing Maia.  A man who was the brain surgeon who had carried out the murder sat next to me and tortured me by describing how he had prayed all night before he carried out the deed.

He said he removed the brain component that was saying "I was rescued" and as the tissue removal proceeded she said less and less about it until she stopped altogether.  It was, of course Maia who was saying this and that bit of brain was indeed Maia.  So they killed Maia.

I fear a similar fate myself.

In fact I answered a letter from her psychiatrist, it had been buried in a pile a papers near the door, and I rang the hospital and went to visit.  She was standing naked and immobile in a ward with other naked ladies all just sitting or standing.  I was told they were murderers.  Most were a lot more attractive than Maia.  I asked what was wrong with her and the nurse said there was no brain.  "Oh!" I said "no brain?".

I said "in that case no rescue took place".  He then said, she is tranquillised with Stelazine as a deep sleep treatment.  I said "in that case the rescue took place".  I was then arrested.  I found myself out on a working party sweeping the road near the Underground station and because I was very tired I bought a cup of tea in a cafe and later slipped my guard and caught the train home.

Post script note.

As treatment for mental disturbance I was leucotomised in 1962 and was deficient for two years after.  I needed to be taught to speak, the way to my mouth how to see and to recognise ordinary things.  I had to re-learn my higher education and be reminded of my earlier learning.  I can remember things that took place before my operation but things at about the same time are distant.  This might only because it is 40 years ago.  I was used for sex by some very nice ladies of my age and who taught me all these basic things mentioned above.

I have never recovered my mathematical ability, nor my understanding of physics, however, on reminding, I do recall my theories.  I no longer understand them.  I spent many years taking undergraduate courses as a hobby, being unable to find work in the field in which I was originally qualified.

Overall not a nice thing to happen to anyone.  The procedure should be banned in medicine and only carried out as the result of a fair trial in court with proper representation and the calling of witnesses.  It should be regarded in law as an execution.

In my case, I believe regeneration of the damaged tissue occurred.  I understand this is common, some patients are leucotomised several times and a few recover most of their former mental functions.

I had every reason to believe that Maia will make a full recovery after the operation and recall her life's experiences, including her rescue.  The story she told of her rescue was the reason for the operation.

I believe the slight recovery she made has resulted in the unfortunate lady being lobotomised and her cut-out brain put on display.  She will never recover.

I have no idea where she is now and I do not know where she was treated.   We were friends but now she is only another memory.  I doubt if I will see her again.

Note in postscript

My GP has agreed to reduce the pills and noted my objection to the skirtzophrenia diagnosis.  I don’t know what the symptoms are but she says I am liable to flights of fantasy.  Basically they say that most of my life’s experiences are fantasies.  So much so the when I introduced my GP to Maia, the girl I rescued from Queensmere and defended from a knife attack, both dismissed as fantasies by the psychiatrists, she drugged Maia and put her in a psychiatric hospital where she was forcibly leucotomised as a liar: serious injustice. 

 The real reason for these attacks is because Maia and I maintain that there is life on other planets, notably Mars, and Maia B***** actually discovered incontrovertible evidence for Martian plants.

 So that is what happens, people who believe in ETL, notably on Mars are treated severely in “psychiatric hospitals” (really they are western gulags) and subjected to brutal repression, usually with drugs.

It appears that T of  Wimbledon, was mostly responsible for the murder of Maia, but her case was discussed by many church leaders round the country.  It was a collective Christian decision, I took part in the vote, and voted against, objected verbally but was shouted down.

The Church has committed a crime equivalent to the murder of Bruno, who was burned at the stake in about 1600 for the heresy of the plurality of worlds.

Maia was, until she was kidnapped, one of Britain's top engineers.  One of her last projects was a multi-processor computer to solve finite element engineering problems that usually take 7 days on a PC in four minutes.

I don't know where her account of "space aliens" came from but I suggest astronomers search the solar system for this star ship and scan the radio spectrum for any signals it might emit.

My memory is fading fast and everything is becoming confused.  She came to my house, and although I had not seen her for five years seemed confused and agitated.  She had come to give me support as my GP had said I was fantasising about her rescue but when Maia told the GP she was tricked into taking a pill and was kidnapped.  She offered money as a gift for her rescue but also to be my wife.  I agreed.

Something has gone wrong and I have no idea of the whereabouts, she must be dead.

The lady spend her youth in an isolated French hill farm house, a rambling building on the side of a hill in the Pyrenees.  It is a grey stone building.  There are horses there and she liked to ride her favourite over the streams, hills and valleys and jump over the dry stone wall.  She wears leather boots and trousers and a jumper for walking in the hills.  In that place there are few trees but mountain streams valleys and high mountains of grey stone and green lush grass. It is a sheep farm and her mothers cooking range was used to cook lamb chop.  The farm is on several levels and her bedroom is just down a step and under a beam and is full of perfume bottles and face cream (all is vanity) with a dressing table with upstanding mirror painted with a pink surround.  Her bed is a nice pink mass and all around are pictures of the semi-naked "incredible hulk" and other stars.

The farm is supplied by a 12 volt generator powered by a windmill and accumulator, the water is from a stream where she catches trout.  And heating is from a wood stove and range for to cook and bake bread.  There is no road and to get their monthly supplies and post she drives a range rover down the hill, no track, to another hill and over into a river valley beside the dry stone wall then along the river bed for thee hours into a track and then a road into Etienne.

It is not on the map and no postman ever calls her visitors are fellow farmers and their children who have to walk or take their horse for miles.

Her Father, Maurice, I think, is nearly 60 and has a leather goods workshop where he makes saddles and kit for horses (a hostler is the term we use in old Basingstoke, my great grandfather was a blacksmith down a lane named after him, the Alderman and grandma could drive a two horse drawn vehicle on family runs to Winchester, for the day).  And he sold his leather boots and handbags, saddles and things in a shop in Toulouse.

The must miss their gifted Daughter, now she's gone, killed by the mad Christian preachers because she was not believed, how they jeered and vaunted and now she's dead.

I think she was an American citizen when she was kidnapped as she had taken up employment over their in, I think JPL, to work on a Mars, Earth return mission in ten years time and was about to leave to settle there.

Escape from the gulag while unconscious awaiting execution.

British executions are carried out under an anaesthetic by removing the brain. The remains is a trainable zombie.

I phoned the hospital after seeing the Front Page "Maia..." to be executed at noon today. It was 11 am on that Saturday. When I phoned the number in the newspaper I told the "Nurse" that I would collect her. When I turned up in was 11:30 and they made me wait. Then they took me to the place where the people lie unconscious, naked awaiting  there brain damaging operation that counts as an execution. After their operation some are cremated.

The room had about 8 unconscious nude ladies laying on beds. The two nurses washed the young ladies and they took one by one, bound their hands and feet with a plastic cable tie. They took one, (they thought was Maia - I said that is not Maia so they picked up another girl) and shaved her red hair ready for the brain operation designed to take her mind.

I picked up Maia, nude and bound and took her to the door, the nurse stopped me, so by way of negotiation I told them I was her husband and she had gone shopping and not come back. Then I realised, it was money, so I gave him £10, and he helped me out with her. I soon grew tired because of my heart and went down on my knees.

The Nurses took her from me and tossed her to and fro each other, then one said he had to get on with the next execution and Maia was given back to me.

One Nurse walked with me and supported Maia, who I held tightly in my arms, to my car, When we put her in,  he covered her and taped her head back to the head rest to stop if falling forward.

He radioed the gate and I was allowed to leave with Maia, nude and bound in the passenger seat.

I navigated down the maze of roads on to the motorway and out into the country. Somewhere away out in the sticks she woke up and smiled. "I'm not in prison" she said.

I did not realise how passionately people believe in the Christian religion, nor did I believe that dissenters were killed in the name of Jesus.  I thought all that happened a long time ago and had stopped owing to the modernisation and a tolerance of other faiths.

I do follow Jesus as best I can but seeing several friends murdered because of their different religion or having none at all has really upset me.  Two people I know were murdered, one in my view, by a man dressed up in a Mikado uniform saying he was the Royal executioner with some ladies with him.  One was an innocent 17 year old who said vaguely left wing things and the other was Liz N**a lady on a photographic study course who also posed nude for me after the manner of Helmut Newton. I never discussed politics with her.

I am very sad to find I live in a country where innocent people leading ordinary harmless lives are murdered by the authorities for their religious or political beliefs.

I mistakenly believed Britain was a free democracy. I actually feel sick and no longer wish to live here as many people felt just as the holocaust began in Hitler’s Germany.

I have seen a gang of Christians beat up a woman I knew because she had a mole on her face, like in Hitler’s Germany.

I believe some people are insanely put down because they appear to be working for reasons other than money.

We know a bit about the press gangs who equipped the British forces with their unwilling soldiers and sailors in the war against Napoleon (whoever he was).

And I hear that the British establishment not only claim Britain for themselves but Europe, America, the rest of the world and the whole of the rest of the Universe.  I regard this excessive concept as a typical example of a delusion of grandeur.  Just like saying “John is the King of the Universe” that no one in their right mind would believe.  

When I saw Maia ***** put down on Prime Time TV for crimes she could not have committed I actually felt quite sick as it appeared to be connected in some way to me.  That silly student of Kingston University was as innocent as the day she was born.  Her execution seemed totally mad.

I feel that the authorities around me have actually gone paranoid I don’t know where to go to hide from a possible physical assault.

I know that features of the face are unrelated to personality including scarring put there by an assault by a priest. Jesus himself said we should judge people by what they do, their acts.  He also said things that showed he was opposed to marginalising the sick and deformed (lepers), he said that they should be forgiven of the sin (sickness) and admitted into society.

My researches indicate that Jesus was in no way a poor man, but lived in a Roman Palace at Capernaum with his fallen wife, Mary.  Remember carpenters are rich in Roman times everything was made of wood. He also served as a Roman Tribune look at the clothes the priest wears it is a tribunes uniform and that little sign you make with your hands was given before he passed judgment.  The halo is actually a gold disk worn behind the head of a Roman dignitary called a Lumen and the wearer was called a luminary or wise man.  Jesus was one of these, it is all the pictures. He was a good, wise and just Tribune.  I believe the miracle stories are true and the resurrection but I have a different interpretation based on these and things he said about himself.  That it I believe my heresy I am sorry because it means I am not immortal.

Some people spontaneously think I am Jesus but they are seriously mistaken, I know the reason but that would offend you so terribly that I will keep my peace.

 My mother has recently had a knife passed through her brain for no reason and is crippled by this brain damaging procedure done for a non existent condition with a very nasty effect that has only increased her suffering of old age. However she is recovering slowly from this terrible injury as the natural re-growth of nerve tissue takes place at 2 mm a month and she seem to be able to understand bank statements again.

None of these atrocities have any bearing on the teachings of Jesus and my mother has always tried to follow the life he taught as indeed I have.  I find the assault on me and my mother very unjust and completely mysterious in origin.

I cannot understand who any possible discovery of life outside the earth means anything, because if is found to be there it always has been so nothing has changed.  By the way, this planet where we live is in space so you are in space and you are alive so there is life in space and that is you.

Maia was collected just a minute before her execution by me after I drove to the hospital in my blue car and I took her naked, bound hand and foot and unconscious to my friends at East Grinstead where her confused mind was sorted out very slowly by kindness and reason.  I contacted her husband by digging out her new e-mail address after being out of touch for 5 years or so.  He was worried about his wife as she had left for a day trip somewhere and had not returned.  When he found out the insane things that had happened and how she was sent down for execution for nor reason either of us could understand he was horrified so I took him to the refuge where they were reunited. He is a hansom young red haired man.

 She now lives on a Ranch in America under a new name approved by the French government as she is a French citizen with her husband Ben.  Her ranch is in Texas and she is a neighbour of President Bush and she goes to Barbecues and dinner parties with Mr President and knows him personally, and actually so do I.  She works Nasa as a star ship designer for some project for down the line.

She has a business making a supercomputer of her design which was based on a lecture I gave her. She is involved with a project to build a robot arm and rover that can plan out a route around objects that it detects itself thus minimising the data that needs to be sent to the Mars rover from the ground station controller. This is also the result of some instruction I gave her.

She has been to England recently and also to her home in the South of France up in the Pyrenees, it is an isolated farmstead with electricity from a windmill, water from a dam and no telephone, radio, television or internet.  They grow sheep and breed horses and her family business is a firm making leather goods.

She has tried to send me money, blocked by the server, a ten million pounds I believe, and has asked me to join her in America but I have to stay to look after Mum.

The search for life on Mars has been abandoned.

The poor girl was so deluded she thought she was to marry Jesus Christ and live with him in heaven.

I hate the rich now as I always will, all poor hate the rich so although I hated her I saved her life because she is a human life, and hate her I still do, as I hate all the rich and powerful but not as much as before.

I'll tell you a secret I'm richer than she is and hate myself too.

They lived in a farmhouse in a forest in the south of England when they were not in America, I met them at a re-union and then they bought a plane on the runway and flew to America. Her husband, Jesus (she calls him Ben) is a shuttle pilot and flew the Endeavour to the space station and Maia was crew and is known everywhere as "Maia - the girl with the PC in her head" such was the success of the Scientology treatment instead of psychiatry. Talking to Maia is like talking to a "computer" since she gives such well reasoned answers. She has five children and they have a ranch in Texas.

Jet at Black bush Airport on the A30

The Endeavour was damaged but they repaired it and it made a successful and safe return to Earth, may be she kept safe for ever and may God go with her, may she continue to be a success and put Britain behind her, our technology is making things better as she always dreamed of her fortune used to make our world better by wise investment in things that make things better for all of us including Maia.

I do not know at what stage she went on to the crew but on TV I saw her picked out as Maia the girl with a pc in her head. She is not listed on the web site.

I was in hospital at the time that I saw the film, it was a psychiatric prison that I was in for reasons not revealed to me, the same one that Maia was put in for her death sentence for claiming to have met, spoken to and entered into treaties with an alien from outside the earth. The prison could have doctored the film, but it was reported as CNN.

I have seen references since on CNN. British news is economic with the truth.

As for me, I went to where she was hiding once or twice but nearly collapsed with a bullet in  my heart and when admitted to hospital 20 miles away I collapsed and had emergency open heart surgery. It was a transplant and although the operation was successful I feel ill most of the time as my heart does not deliver and I do not think I will live much longer. I did my duty to Maia and went into the prison where she was about to be executed on false charges brought about by her alleged discover of life on Mars and took her out. This was by arrangement with the prison authorities, no one escapes the British.

I was recently put in the same prison for the same reason but recanted all as the report of life outside the earth was a false positive.

I understand His Holiness does accept life among the stars but other planets in our solar system are not yet accepted as places where life could get a toe hold.

We should not do things just for money but because doing it is the right thing to do, many people just think "money" and care not how they obtain it. That is the evil of capitalism it produces poverty in the midst of plenty, Maia desperately wanted to do something about it as a few other magnates have, but most only think of themselves and after all, that is how they made the money in the first place. Maia was exceptional in that she cared about others, but first she had to learn what having nothing meant. Before that painful experience she was an aristocrat and thought it a joke that a man who had nothing had put himself out to care for her. When she tried to pay me the other pigs stopped the transaction and they have taken the money I did have, they are obsessed with the thesis that the only reason for work is money. But of course I work for money but choice of what I do to earn it is very important to me.

The nicest time I had with Maia was the short Easter holiday she gave me in her mountain hill farm in the French Pyrenees where we went hunting and fishing as a weeks break from the file server.

Some things we did together were not recorded by my brain because a surgeon had damaged my brain, but some things were recorded and I am grateful for that. She once thought I had died and buried me in a cairn on the mountain, but I had not died and found my way home. She introduced me to her friends at a dinner but the surgeons cuts had taken my mind. I recovered from this atrocious assault but lost Maia. It was only a holiday and she once got me released from prison.

As I get older my mind is slipping away old gives way to young for the young are our future and before the old go they desperately pass on their lives experience.

In Britain it is compulsory to attend Church if you don't they imprison or kill you, it is not democracy in Britain, the Christians have gone everywhere, their way of life is good but the promise false, all the church officers do is make money out of death, called the Religion business. Just another false promise of life beyond the grave. If humanity gave this up then they would instead make life better while life exists and just forget about death until it surely comes.

Religious leaders just make money on the basis of false promises, and so have dome for 8000 years of lies. Instead of a great peaceful civilisation we have had only wars, if the Jewish leadership had not taken this decision we would have had space travel 7000 years ago and we would have reached the stars.

Our religious leaders who only contemplate their navels are forcibly preventing progress because their income depends on living in the past.

Every priest, vicar, pastor knows he is preaching lies to make people happy and so many have died contemplating the planets and stars.  The clergy all say "make money instead" and have slaves to create wealth and the basis of their power in the frailty of humanity, brain washing and brain surgery as well as other forcible methods of control.

Christians are just not nice people. They think they are but they are among the nastiest people on earth. People who accept death are usually quite nice as they care about others and depend on others for support and support others in return.

Maia could not help herself despite her billions, she had to rely on some one she did not know. Having her naked and unconscious in my car was a lovely experience, but I realised when she woke up and asked "am I in my star ship yet" I realized how sick she was. Well I believe too I will return to my star ship in the sky as Maia described. Others have been there and some wonder why heaven has walls, others realise what it is and are in fear, now my human body is failing and when it dies my transmissions will cease and I will carry on in my ship. It will be a difficult transition and like others I fear death. Mum will also be there and some people who I have known. My body is wearing out and like all Scientologists I will get a new body in that great star-ship in the sky. It was always my knowledge that I came from a ship in the sky and when life ends the data stream stops and I will awake in space. But first I have to get old, my death could come any time, my termination here was due at 60 but it was decided that I would stay a bit longer in order to make something of my life. I may even by born again. Old age is sad, mum's brain is sadly damaged and cannot load the data stream but she is still transmitting. She will only live again when her body gives out on her, that is the promise. She thinks she is a child again with mum, her brothers and sisters and the happy times when I was young and her time in Germany working for Hitler. He was an alien contactee too. 

Maia was quite a small person with mousy hair but she died it black in hiding and changed her name, her hair had a natural curl. She had size zero bust and broad hips and was quite pale in colour with gray eyes and a roman nose. Plain as plain could be. She only wore small tasteful jewellery and did not flout her riches unless at a party when she would wear her dress once and one of her 2 million dollar gongs occasionally.

She used to make me wear a $5000 diamond and gold watch but I got rid of it as quickly as I could with me velvet jacket and solid gold cuff links. You get a knife up you if you wear stuff like that. 

I am as poor as the church mouse now, not homeless yet and I hope things don't come to that.

Poor and sad, that's me.

Maia's back in charge again she now has the top job she deserves, back in her home in France where she has found good job with a global French company. Now a lady with a past. And a great future beckons her. You probably use her mobile phone and ride on her inventions for your holiday.

Chris

24/12/2011